wicked games that people play

if i could make a wish
id wish that i never fell in love
and id wish that i never have to heal the heart of one who has
i dont understand the games, the words, the signs, the gesture
why? why bother? when in the end all that has been built will just be forgotten. when in the end all that has been connected is lost. when all that really matters is being wanted.
if i could make a wish
id wish that i could tell
if all this is really missing me at all
if it all can go on without me
so i lost my trust and i lost my faith
so i shouldn't have
but what if i was never cut out for this? if i was brought into with too much mess that can never be fixed
i wish that i never fell in love
and that id never have to mend the heart of one who has