Love of a friend
a friend came to me for advise
and although i felt like hugging her the moment i read the email i kicked myself instead, for chosing to be so far away from the 2 girls i will never be able to live without.
a friend came to me for advise
and it was an advise concerning the heart, from the heart
and not to add to the problem she was already facing.. i began to think if i was the right person to give her "professional advice" so she calls it..
professional? really?
when it comes to things of the heart
who am i to make judgement?
who am i to console?
am i worthy enough?
i don't blame her for coming to me. i would have gone running to her if i was in the same situation. no doubt about it.
and i'm not saying i won't give her the best advise i can offer. i'd conjure up anything from the pits of my soul if it means it would make her feel a lil bit better.
but as i read her words, i couldn't help but wonder... why are relationships so unexpectadly complicated?
relatinoships wh your
*parents.. you either love them but dont admit it, love them but don't show it, love them but still hurt them, love them but are never loved by them
*siblings.. you either love them but envy them, love them but ignore them, love them but never enough
*friends.. you either love them but betray them, love them but leave them, love them but loose them
*partner.. you either love them but never trust them, love them but expect to muxh from them, love them but push them away, love them but too much till they just don't love u anymore..
why can't love just be enough? why can't love just heal the doubts and the past pains, and the regrets, and the mistakes, and the misery
why can't love be the only thing that makes life complete?
instead.. love is the very thing that makes u fall, makes u break, makes u die and live again and die again, makes you cry, makes you vow the most ridiculous of vows and sometimes makes u end it all.. maybe it's just us. too ignorent to admit our flaws that we blame it on love. curse love for making you stupid, curse love when it doesn't come to you..
a friend came to me for advise
and when she opened-up her heart with her words, i realised that sometimes you need to be able to fall outta love to see how truly deep in it you were in the first place..
to my friend,
you have been touched by love.
it has comfort you, it has scarred you.
but most importantly... it has came to you.
and although i know that at this very moment love seems to be placing you in this complicated triangle, remember that love is what's keeping you going, love is making you hold on.
but if all else fails... you will always have the undying love of a friend. i love u dude. and i always will.
and although i felt like hugging her the moment i read the email i kicked myself instead, for chosing to be so far away from the 2 girls i will never be able to live without.
a friend came to me for advise
and it was an advise concerning the heart, from the heart
and not to add to the problem she was already facing.. i began to think if i was the right person to give her "professional advice" so she calls it..
professional? really?
when it comes to things of the heart
who am i to make judgement?
who am i to console?
am i worthy enough?
i don't blame her for coming to me. i would have gone running to her if i was in the same situation. no doubt about it.
and i'm not saying i won't give her the best advise i can offer. i'd conjure up anything from the pits of my soul if it means it would make her feel a lil bit better.
but as i read her words, i couldn't help but wonder... why are relationships so unexpectadly complicated?
relatinoships wh your
*parents.. you either love them but dont admit it, love them but don't show it, love them but still hurt them, love them but are never loved by them
*siblings.. you either love them but envy them, love them but ignore them, love them but never enough
*friends.. you either love them but betray them, love them but leave them, love them but loose them
*partner.. you either love them but never trust them, love them but expect to muxh from them, love them but push them away, love them but too much till they just don't love u anymore..
why can't love just be enough? why can't love just heal the doubts and the past pains, and the regrets, and the mistakes, and the misery
why can't love be the only thing that makes life complete?
instead.. love is the very thing that makes u fall, makes u break, makes u die and live again and die again, makes you cry, makes you vow the most ridiculous of vows and sometimes makes u end it all.. maybe it's just us. too ignorent to admit our flaws that we blame it on love. curse love for making you stupid, curse love when it doesn't come to you..
a friend came to me for advise
and when she opened-up her heart with her words, i realised that sometimes you need to be able to fall outta love to see how truly deep in it you were in the first place..
to my friend,
you have been touched by love.
it has comfort you, it has scarred you.
but most importantly... it has came to you.
and although i know that at this very moment love seems to be placing you in this complicated triangle, remember that love is what's keeping you going, love is making you hold on.
but if all else fails... you will always have the undying love of a friend. i love u dude. and i always will.
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