Tangisan

a friend told me
while holding my friend
with the honest of all honesty in her eyes
that it would be worth it
and if it is of any comfort to me she said
"for every tear a girl drops for a man..he has to answer to it at the end of the day. because weather they like it or not, every man grew, was natured and finally comes out from the womb of a woman"
and for that, he is forever indebted to the woman he loves,
the woman he hurts
the woman he breaks
the woman he is secretly crushing on
the woman he takes on
the woman he leaves
the woman he adores
the woman he admires
the woman he brings down
the woman he challenges
the woman he protects
and not to say that women should cry all the men in their lives a river but perhaps this is a little closure for all women, that its ok to feel stupid when you look at yourself in the mirror and ask yourself why all the weakness
its ok to let yourself crash and burn
its ok to expose your ego for a bit
its ok to cry for a while
its ok to break down sometimes
even if he may never understand or appreciate why
at least you know
you have tried
you have given it all
and if he still remains ignorent
you know he'll have hell to pay for it all in the end!
muahahahaha (gelak evil heeeeeeee :) )

anyway, another friend sent one of those chain-letters emails thingy..and yes i am a sucker of those and decide to post one of it here.
as a reminder to myself that its ok to break. its ok to fall. because i know its worth it to make him understand

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldnt take it anymore.
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life
If you let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.
A girl wont cry easily,
Except in front of the person who she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly,
She's the one who would stay with youfor the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please dont give her up,
Maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries rite in front of you, When she cries because of you,
Look into her eyes, Can u see and feel the pain and hurtshe's feeling?
Think!
Which other girl has cried with puresincerity, In front of you and because of you?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy orpity,
She cries because crying silently is no longer possible,
The pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,Think about it!
If a girl cries her heart out to you, And all because of you,
Its time to look back on what u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Because one day, It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "I'm sorry"

To my friends...Ponder this message seriously.
Dont do this to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, She's the only one that love YOU the most.
Remember this lesson.

sighhhhhh... if only...