Enough

im ashamed
to admit that
i don't know
if i love you enough
to trust you with everything that i hold
if the love is sufficient
to let me break and fold
if the pain is too much
for me to return
if the pain is to deep
for me to heal
i don't know
if i want you enough
even when the distance remains
if i would still long for you
even when another casts its shadow
if i need you still
when doubts i call and curse
if i need you till
i decide to stay and i am at peace
i will never know
if you would succeed
and later in return fail me
i don't know
if i love you enough
to let it be
if i love you enough
to put your oaths on a pedastal
if this love is enough
for just you and me