O'shits coming crashing

When in doubt i scream, i demand i want to know.
But somehow the problem brought up to me by an individual was one shielded by her own inevitable decision. one which she has stood by for 35 years and has become part of both her life's success & tragedy.
so why am i still bothered? why do i even care?
because i can't help it. its easy to annoy me. its even easier to worry me
and yes i know i like the drama stress brings about but this has finally drawn a clear line for my limit.
thts it
i give up
and all i can say to u, this individual who is bound life-to-life with me is
good luck, congrats, may life doesn't smack shit in your face again
i love u anyway


Waktu ini, waktu tenang
saat aku memuja
menanti belitnya masa
lantas ruang--
muncul bagai alasan
aku menangis
jiwa teruja
hati terusik
minda diguris
aku mati

waktu ini, waktu tenang
saat terlahir kembali
sisa-baki cinta yang tertinggal
menjadi batas--
yang ada
yang pergi
lalu kembali
atas nama palsu dan niat suci
menanti detik yang terhilang
masa yang tak lagi diseru

waktu ini, waktu tenang
aku duduk sendiri tak keseorangan
menyentuh pada yang terikat dalam genggaman
diri terjual
dengan rela dan sempurna
sang jiwa bahagia
kini ketemu jantan sukmanya