mogok

latest update on career path: non-existant.
latest update on social life: pathetic
latest update on love life: mixture of self-raised drama & patience
latest update on family ties: dilemma
latest update on ambition: put on some bloody weight before raya
latest update on impossible things to do: stop cursing

sent in resume to a publishing company.
when requested for some documents, obliged with great haste.
no reply since.
bitter and very angry.
but more annoyed more than anything.
can't help but think that company was only being polite by entertaining my mails.
people should just get straight to the point and say no.
tak nak.
tell me if im not good enough.
of course ill cry and whine and complain but at least i wont hate you for giving me hope then disappearing.
trying to be nice does not equal nice.
when will lady luck get sick of being on strike?
bitterbitterbitter