Finito

something was ended in someone's life. i failed to see or comprehend the reason thrown around. people were assuming, speculating, insisting and denying. yet what was the truth? maybe the person did not even know. in my opinon (and here's another assumption) life just never turns out they way you want it to. when you do something because you feel that it is expected of you, when you make a decision based on what you think you need at the momment, you're just digging your own space for eternal slumber. i want to say that im talking from experiance but im too much of a chicken shit to do so because that would mean admitting that i regret some things ive done (and hope tht this round the block comment might ccome across as some form of admition. ok ok maybe it was a bad decision but ill deal with it myself thank you very much)
anywayyy..
this is not about me
this is about that person.
who conveniently felt ending something would not effect anyone else.
such careless stupidity.
think about the strained relationships that was brought forward
the burnt memories
the unreasonable anger
the annoying confusion
but most importantly...think about the akward moments.
where do you go from there? between you and what you decided to end/leave/forget.. you are caught together in some twisted sphere and you can't escape because what once was will always stay.
you can forget, but will you ever be able to leave? completely?
and all im saying is
maybe its not such a bad idea to use your brains a fair bit when making decisions such as these. when ending something such as what you had.
dont life (yours and everyone else's arouund you) deserve that much? you get it for free, plus minus some things religion has placed upon you.. but basically you are not paid to live, so don't you think the least you can do is appreciate it buy not completely fucking it up?

but yes
i wish you well
because i don't want to waste my energy or the energy of the ones i love just wondering if you're ok. because i know they do and they will. because they're like that see. they have a heart and brains that function very well. they feel and think. they don't do then leave.
so i wish you well in hopes that we don't ever have to bother about you ever again.
i dont wish you good health because you know, if its time its time. no use fighting over it
i wish you good luck
because karma is known to be a mean bitch