Boo

Ohforfucksakes!
does it have to be so goddamn hard to get over the laziness and get off the sometimes questionably small-sized bum??
no wait
get on more like it.. it seems that i have been struck wh a certain kinda plague
that somehow results in a certain form of allergy.. towards work
bah!
does it help that what's her face supervisor decided to email me and enlighten me with the idea that times running out?
no!
does it help that ive got 2 other subjects to complete at the same time?
no!
does it help that my mind has already taken the 12.45 am flight to KL today leaving my body and soul to wonder aimlessly till next thursday?
no!
no no no no!
ok so im probably creating more drama than i should.
but i don't understand whatever happened to my passion for writting?
whatever happened to she who wanted to get a masters so she'd get a higher probability for offers to write so she could write bout what she wants not what stupid editor wants so she could speak for those who needs to be spoken for so she could shamelessly show the truth bout all the unnecessary hierarchy of power and all the shits that follows suit.
booooooooooooooooo
booooo to her who vanished
booooo to her who gave up and became a coward
booooo to her who went hiking and lost her steps
booooo

nadiya & her brain
got on the train
to catch a glimpse of the future
then nadiya fell on her bum
and lost her ground
and her brain came crashing after

booooo