and i came to the world...

the day i was born
is today
the day i learned love
i then learned hurt
the day i learned promises
i then discovered hope
and in turn found broken pieces
of my heart
or whatever that is left of it
or however one can make out of it
the day i saw my future
i felt my past
i lived my pains
in misery
in longing
in thoughts
i conjure i call i wished for
the day i discovered you
i later gave up
not having the strength
to push harder
to hold longer
having lost the patience
to try again
to be the deserving part
the day i was born
is today
the day i learned love
i then repeated all of the above

how long?how far?do you know? would i know? lets just stop here. lets just quit now. agreed?